The New Year

This year i am not celebrating the coming new year...
I am however extremely grateful that the old one is passing -
i did not like the conflicts
i did not like the confusion
i did not like the games i felt were played (inadvertently, i think, by my blood family)
It is over and i do not want to remember it
- like the bliss i felt on not remebering much of 2008
and maybe a bit of 2007
- i want a new year with out all of that,
that drama.
I hope my next post is better.