no that is not how it is suppose to go,
but there have been new "things" going on.
New unusual headaches,
forgetfulness in mid sentence,
at time become jumbled.
It might be due to the throbs of pain,
not that severe,
that course through my head.
Not the normal headache,
but reminiscent of those i had before...
before the operation,
the ones that were signs,
of the tumor pressing against my brain stem.
Besides the discomfort,
there is fear,
not of death,
but of going through the trauma of an operation again
or rather of the recovery after the operation.
this is a lot to chew on for a Saturday morning.