the new "thing" they have seen,
must be reconcilled and compared with the old,
then they can tell me is i go on the merry go round,
i have been through this before,
but it is different,
there is no urgency,
if it is,
they have found it very early
and it leaves me with options.
i am at peace, whatever is coming,
no, i have JOY.
if it is my end,
i am happy,
if it is not, i have much to do
and i am happy.