I find it amazing the amount of emotions that i am going through, some very down in the mouth, other very hopeful. I do not know what to expect from myself at any given moment and what will set off what. Reading the various blogs lifted me very nicely. Think about the optometrist appointment has be a bit worried. Talking with a person who is the "gateway" to the sick bank made me a bit despaired. Getting tired by 1 Pm and having to go home, gets me frustrated and a bit down. Swaying while I move around, gets me upset. Talking with my various friends soothes me and gives me hope.
The roller coaster is real.