Lost,
Confused,
Dazed,
in a fog so dark, my blurred vision seems to pale beside it,
The strange double vision,
which seems to have become my friend these long nights,
i prefer over the darkness of …
confusion, and hopelessness that I feel.
Pain and anguish come to my heart,
yet i do not understand the source.
I struggle and fight
And yet no end seems in sight for this darkness in my soul.
I know neither the days, nor weeks, nor even the years during this long struggle,
They are but a blur to my mind.
It is a strange thing to think,
but what was my greatest strengths have become my greatest weakness
and my greatest weaknesses... have becomes my greatest strengths.
This confuses me …
And gives me comfort at the same time!
Life still lives
And in the midst of all confusion,
i know that this will pass.
And there will be sunlight and gentle rain and peace,
replacing this confusing and unknown anguish of my soul.
To brighter days and joy.
The strange double vision,
which seems to have become my friend these long nights,
i prefer over the darkness of …
confusion, and hopelessness that I feel.
Pain and anguish come to my heart,
yet i do not understand the source.
I struggle and fight
And yet no end seems in sight for this darkness in my soul.
I know neither the days, nor weeks, nor even the years during this long struggle,
They are but a blur to my mind.
It is a strange thing to think,
but what was my greatest strengths have become my greatest weakness
and my greatest weaknesses... have becomes my greatest strengths.
This confuses me …
And gives me comfort at the same time!
Life still lives
And in the midst of all confusion,
i know that this will pass.
And there will be sunlight and gentle rain and peace,
replacing this confusing and unknown anguish of my soul.
To brighter days and joy.
2 comments:
HI JOEY
Such paths we all walk alone - I know so well th darkness and confusion of which you write. It is in the aloneness that we come to the light whole - I can see you Joey - I am here when you emerge. And know I want to desperately go in and'shnow you the way' but I know it is not my path to forge. I am waiting for you.
Love you man
Gail
peace.....
It's a great comfort, isn't it "that this too will pass"
it has become my prayer on days when I was completely overwhelmed with days full of deadlines in school in addition to motherly chores.
Also, it's is often that our greatest weaknesses become our greatest strengths -I think it happens when we are determined to cross that finishing line!
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