I was speaking to a friend, who i consider spiritual.
There was nothing wrong with how she sees things, but i realized it is not my way.
I want to feel everything, the pain, the confusion, the not understanding, in all my situations,
but for what she was saying, that was all unimportant, God would take care of a situation.
I also believe God will take care of the things most troubling me, but in the meanwhile, i want to feel it all.
Every drop of discomfort,
every bit of pain,
every bit of confusion
because it makes all the good things so much more, alive!
I am good with that.