I am in a place of lots of questions.
I am seeing the doctor (head trauma specialist) and have a list of them.
I am planning a trip, to Virginia and am nervous and have lots of questions.
I am generally a bit worried, unsettled, a bit confused, more than normal.
I feel like I am shutting down my heart, because something is going to happen.
A great unease which leaves me bereft of words and thoughts.
Because of this, I have not been writing much.
It is okay, it will break soon.
Hunkering down in a foxhole to escape what i feel is coming.
I can not shake it off and many are trying to help me, to no avail.
Just get through this, just get through this in one piece.