Every so often Down and out

Every so often the "adventure"
becomes only a long torturous trial,
without end,
with out hope,
without reason.
These places are not nice to be in,
but they exist
and i should not be too surprised that they happen,
but i am
and worse,
i search for clues as to why.
It should not be so,
because the answer is always staring in my face,
in my 2 crossed eyes,
in the multiple images,
in the lack of balance.
The realization gives me hope,
for no other reasons than that i am.