i have become more aware of a strange thing,
tho the trauma of the brain operation rattled my memory,
I remember things, but differently now.
After some time, i have given it a name...
Even tho i can not figure out why i must do some thing.
i do it and find out it is because of some place deep in my heart that has been nudged.
It is strange to walk between the logical (right sided?) and the feel (left side).
I am begining to enjoy it.