As we aproach the Holidays,
i find my self shuttting down.
My mom feels very present
and this is a good feeling,
but i feel down,
more easily agitated than normal.
a bit more confused.
I am gaining pounds and i don't care
and i am not even eating badly,
but for me it is a sign of not caring.
I will get through this,
It is the first Christmas..I expected this,
but i will be okay.
I find tho in the positive
i have been saying NO to many people who want to demand of me.
They need to understand.