I was working in a garden,
when this process started.
I am unsure why, but i welcome it.
I kinda' knew it,
but it was thrown in my face,
as a postive thing.
My "adventure" has wrought deep changes itn me.
As person who was filled with anger and fear,
in a manner that is typically known as passive agresive,
to normal -
with normal fear,
the kind one can speak out.
and normal anger -
the kind that may be reasoned with.
the kind which makes one arrogant an untouchable -
to something much softer and more maluable.
I do not have to be right,
but i am also not a worm.
Softening my knowledge with words like "i think" or "maybe" or even "what is your take",
seem to be prevelant now.
Forgiveness is always a start,
not just for others,
but for myself as well.
It is so freeing!
So once again i find myself waiting for more...
with great anticipation