i was nervous,
i was "wondering",
I leave things where they are
and look to today's light.
What will be,
i must live my life as i have been called.
Yes, you heard this correctly,
one that puts me in the middle of life
and one that brings me some where else.
Does anyone understand me
or am i being too cryptic yet again.
This happens when my heart is troubled,
when my way seems unsure.
The preacher on TV does not help,
He is speaking of other things;
i have another path to follow.
I do not think i like where i am at this moment.
Thee was fog yesterday or the day before?
Rain last night and yesterday.
loss of motivation.
I can force things to go the way i want,
but that is not my way.
no lies left, only confusion.