today was a difficult day...
for me when i start writing here everything wants to come out in simile and metaphors,
but not at this moment,
I want to stop it.
Remembering a truly frightening time is difficult enough
(the loss of cognition, that i spoke earlier about),
but it was coupled with a funeral of a dear friend's mother
and that brought back the feelings of when my mom passed on.
That was unpleasant.
Then my eyes were giving me fits today,
as they like to do sometimes,
hurting and not letting me focus,
well it did not help.
may be i can burn a bread i am baking
and ruin dinner also!