Thursday, December 14, 2017

just being on the computer is more difficult

i do not write much any more,
it feels like a waste of time.
I am facing reality and this does not seem like it is.
growth,
emotional or spiritual always has a price
and i am growing now.
i was in a bad place when i first came down,
thinking of this as a place to die,
not to live.
The depression which surrounded me  from the time of the operation,
hounded me.
Fantasy which i lived in from youth,
encompassed me.
It has taken time to recover,
from both.
AM i okay?
mostly, but i am still growing.
This is to let you know i am here
and where i am supposed to be,
though my adjustments are slow in coming

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