The wrong side of the coin or the bed

My more analytical side has been more active lately and it has a down side, it lets my emotions down.
As a result I have not been in the best of emotional states as of late.
I also started a new painting, but have stopped kind of mid stroke.
The scene was of a meadow with daffodils and although the scene inspired me greatly, before the operation, it came out like some 2 year old crayola drawing.  It was my final straw that stopped me from painting.
It is scene I was inspired by and did wondrous things for my spirits and I could not express it.
It is much better this time, but I need to take time for details and have not felt time to get into it lately.
I know I will, but every thing takes time.