Aversion or selective memory

I have been uptight lately.
My post prove it to me.
My up and down moods prove it to me.
My irritation proved it to me.

Why?

I see the Neurologist/neurosurgeon who started this all tomorrow and we see what he says.

The double vision thing was only suppose to last a few days.
I was only going to be in the hospital a week at most with another 3 or 4 weeks in out patient therapy after that.

Things did not work out that way, I had to be different.

I am nervous.

I do NOT know what he will say or what he thinks.
I am fairly certain he thinks I would be working full time now.
He does not like me using the cane.
We will see, tomorrow.