Last night i dreamed i ate at a seafood restaurant that was terrible - no idea what that meant. It was not that the food was bad, what I had of it (some breaded mushrooms), but the plates were the size of glass coasters and i could never get to the food on the table before it was taken away or some how i was prevented for getting it.
The delusion as i wait to see to the doctor, some self reflection -
In my heart I want to make as many wrongs that i can right, I want to save "the world", but i know i can not.
I also want to be saved from all the horribleness i see around me, the suffering i see and feel.
The one thing the Buddhists have right for sure -"in this world there is suffering". I have a hard time with it existing.
No i do not really make sense and yes i am full of contradictions.
I will call this going too deep...
1 comment:
Joey K says: "Last night i dreamed i ate at a seafood restaurant that was terrible - no idea what that meant"
Well, you visited the Norwalk Oyster Farm yesterday...Did they give out any 'free samples'? If so, how are you FEELING?
But seriously, I recently checked out the quality of the Stamford seashore water and found it surprisingly 'good'!
Stay well, Joey. I tell oyster-lovers everywhere to avoid uncooked/raw oysters, but you eat 'em anyway, don't you?
Blessings,
Barb
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