I am planning to walk into a trap.
It will find me deficient,
but life is not about being right
it is about living.
In the past,
in my youth,
i must be right
or there would be terrible consequences.
And so i always sought to have an answer,
that could withstand initial scrutiny.
It saved me many times.
Now i find i must deal with my lack,
It is troubling me
and i seek to make it okay.
I am walking into a trap
and i will be wrong,
and found wanting,
it will be okay.