The message this week

It is a slow season at work
(always September and October, always)
and so to keep myself busy i analyze information i have
(this has kept me out of real trouble as i have been known to be mischevious when bored).

In the middle,

i find

i am content many times

not to know.

So while my analyical brain processes and figures
there is now a side that can sit back and say:
"I do not know, it happened and i have no explaination for it!"
This was very good for me after the operation,
(I never asked why i got the tumor, but i did ask why i lived.)

numbers

and figures

and graphs.

I am good at this,             

 but they do not really help living.

They do not help with compasion

they do not help with love.   

so i hear this message,

now

several times

this week

When you do not know
Whne you do not understand
File it in the "i don't know file".
God is bigger than all that we know.

I like that.

it gives me comfort

and joy

and a reason to live.

We have finished with 4 days of beautiful Indian summer, it is getting cooler now...