(always September and October, always)
and so to keep myself busy i analyze information i have
(this has kept me out of real trouble as i have been known to be mischevious when bored).
In the middle,
i am content many times
not to know.
there is now a side that can sit back and say:
"I do not know, it happened and i have no explaination for it!"
This was very good for me after the operation,
(I never asked why i got the tumor, but i did ask why i lived.)
I am good at this,
but they do not really help living.
They do not help with compasion
they do not help with love.
so i hear this message,
this weekWhen you do not know
Whne you do not understand
File it in the "i don't know file".
God is bigger than all that we know.
I like that.
it gives me comfort
and a reason to live.
We have finished with 4 days of beautiful Indian summer, it is getting cooler now...