but it did take 3 days off of work to do it.
It is strange that you do not realize the pressure that a job can place on you,
especially when you are truely still recovering or in a recovery stage.
The truth, i think some jobs will take you down no matter what.
Yesterday - i almost felt like painting again.
It is still there, gnawing at my heart, my soul,
but i can not describe what it is.
A flash of a vision or a picture.
A thought of a method or a thing i want to try.,
but "things" still get in the way.
Soon they will not - i hope.