Tuesday, November 29, 2011

an odity of life

i want to be alone.
i want to be with people.
I want to be left alone,
I want to go some where....anywhere.
this is the strangeness i find myself in the middle of
and
      so
            i
                do
                      nothing.
why this strangeness,
i do not have a clue.
it exists...
i exist...
all in one very tight little corner.

7 comments:

erin said...

JOEY! i understand this! i live this! except - now i do something, anything. for the longest time i did nothing. and now i strike out on my own and do crazy things like jump or sing or raise my arms into the wind on a bridge (like i just did tonight) to just be here. that is the imperative. to BE here:) do this and all else will follow.

xo
erin

Unknown said...

thank you Erin, i will

Granny Annie said...

An oddity we are all drawn to.

Lou said...

I know this feeling too. Maybe not in the exact way as you, but the underlying heart of it is the same.

Gail said...

HI JOEY - it is a fine line between being true to our feelings and giving up - so honor those moments of quiet but don't stay too long - keep busy and open to others too.
Love you man
Gail
peace.....

betchai said...

I get this feeling sometimes too, I spend time alone, cry mr heart all out, talk to God, write if I remember and when I go back to the sounds of busy life, I feel more at peace. Hope you feel better Joey.

Lori said...

I feel like this sometimes also. It is so easy to isolate. I have found that sunlight and fresh air help quite a bit. Between work and commuting etc. the body gets weary. Don't forget to do something for Joey.