nor is it because i don't want to go to work,
(tho the later might be true some times).
No it is because when i wake up,
my face and eyes are toward a wall, not more than a foot away
and as i open my eyes
everything i see for that instant is single.
That changes when i turn around and face the wall that is ten feet from me,
I always turn back,
but in order to get moving, i must go the other way
and i don't want to.
every day is a struggle
but that struggle means we still live
and by some chance might encourage