whirlwinds

of time and space.
of forcing myself to do.
I am losing things,
gaps in mind,
i forgot it was July already.
Yes things are on my mind,
but there is new therapy,
to try to stretch my body to find more balance.
There is also work,
that which seems to explode in the summer
and this wears on me also.
And then there is the desire to be with people,
but some still play games,
i do not have times for games,
even if they are unaware that they are playing them.