yea, i deal with this often,
you would not think that loosing a few years of memory would be a big deal,
but it is.
I tried to do something just recently,
that i had tried before,
during my memory gap.
It of course failed again,
for the same reasons.
I have no control over this that happened,
I blame myself for not remembering,
at least for a bit.
It is not that i would not learn from it,
it is that i can not remember it.
life in the Adventure!