Wednesday, December 16, 2015

it doesn't seem to matter

Struggling at the beginning of this month,
with the loss of family,
knowing that a cousin on another continent,
speaks more to me than those only a few hundred miles away.
Missing my mom,
missing my dad.
The season started bleak and
thinking of the cold, dreary, weary days of winter to come,
left my heart in grayness.
My sugar was high last night,
through my doings and
this morning,
but none of it seems to matter,
For no reason at all,
I woke up rejoicing.
Happy to be alive,
happy with my extended family,
who are close,
happy with this season.
For no real reason,
the grayness is gone
and joy is present!
Peace to all who may be troubled.

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