I have been talking about feeling things were turning around. I hit enough brick walls lately that either i was going to break or the walls were.
The union got involved with the sick bank thing and I am resubmitting my request tomorrow.
A couple of financial things are working out or have been shut down completely, it also seems to be to the good.
I am learning how to teach people to help me.
It was a strange thing at work because people see me working, doing very complicated stuff and they think i am okay. One even said it must be nice that i get to go home early to work on my yard.
Surprise! I go home and sleep and really do not get going until late, 4 or 5, sometimes 6.
They found that out yesterday when i went home at 2 (i had some very good help from my friend, the reiki master to do that) and my coworker called to ask for some guidance. I was asleep and my housemate told her so. I am fairly certain that surprised her and made her realize that i am NOT joking.
Since the optometrist are able to measure improvement in the range of the eye, they are not surprised at my difficulty and have written a note explaining just that.
As i was working today, i realized just how incredible things really are. Most of my work is done by remembering where things are and how to do them, not always SEEING exactly. So it is just as when i caught that falling pot, all reflex.
Even typing is done that way, or writing code. It all takes large amounts of effort, which i am doing and that all tires me out.
I actually am beginning to think it is pretty darn amazing!
6 comments:
Nice to know that your memory is working!
I also know that people do not want to believe and think you're just being dramatic, until they find out!
You can be proud of yourself, having functioned so well despite your eye problems!!
My eyesight is not too bad, but poor enough that I tend to remember where to find things in the stores so I don't have to search the shelves every time. Naturally, everywhere I shop likes to rearrange everything periodically. I think they're just doing it to mess with me.
Grant, they do it to me also! It must be a vast conspiracy!
Jeannette, The fun thing is when I offer them my glasses and most say "oh no!: as there first reaction and quickly take the off again.
The amount of work I am doing is actually fairly incredible.
joey, when your eyes make it work to use them, most people have no idea how much real "work" that is!!
Amazing is the truth, aren't you a chemist or something? How do you figure out what to use? By smell?
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