A silly game

A silly game of hide and seek,
the game is where one hides from ones self
and pretends no one can see,
but everyone always sees
for it is a game with no winner.
I seem to still play this game,
smoke and mirrors,
they were fine for special effects and lasers,
but not in life.
You see how my "science" creeps into my thought?
Thinking that one can hide in dark matter,
but one can not,
for even tho i hide in darkness,
the darkness is not dark to you
and light springs forth to find me.
No one wins when i play this silly game,
so why do i keep playing?
It is a question i do not have the answer for.